Not the best road.
I am sitting here facing the monitor in the office with nothing much to do. Again my thoughts started leading me to that road that i dont want to go to but my thoughts leads me there everytime. Self blame, self hate, self beat, confusion, etc.. I wonder when the day will come and iI feel nothing, just nothing and move on starting a new life??? When I am going to be a normal human being and set free from all the negative energy???
Wish I will never go to that road again and just block it the way they block streets here in Baghdad...
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